Tuesday, July 24, 2012

Nothing ...


چه غریب ماندی ای دل
نه غمی نه غم گساری
نه به انتظار یاری
نه ز یار انتظاری

Saturday, July 14, 2012

A Minute ...


آغوش غریبه‌ای باید،
بی خاطرات خوب
بی خاطرات بد.
برای دمی،
همدمی...


Sunday, June 24, 2012

Gradually ...


Hemingway has his classic moment in "The Sun Also Rises" when someone asks Mike Campbell how he went bankrupt. All he can say is, "Gradually, then suddenly."
That's how depression hits. You wake up one morning, afraid that you're gonna live.

- Prozac Nation, The Movie

Thursday, June 21, 2012

Depending on ...

I’d been sitting at the bar for three hours,
... or five years!
Depending on the way you looked at things.

- Max Payne

Sunday, June 3, 2012

Hey you ...



Hey you, out there in the cold
Getting lonely, getting old
Can you feel me?
Hey you, standing in the aisles
With itchy feet and fading smiles
Can you feel me?
Hey you, dont help them to bury the light
Don't give in without a fight.

Hey you, out there on your own
Sitting naked by the phone
Would you touch me?
Hey you, with you ear against the wall
Waiting for someone to call out
Would you touch me?
Hey you, would you help me to carry the stone?
Open your heart, I'm coming home.

But it was only fantasy.
The wall was too high,
As you can see.
No matter how he tried,
He could not break free.
And the worms ate into his brain.

Hey you, out there on the road
always doing what you're told,
Can you help me?
Hey you, out there beyond the wall,
Breaking bottles in the hall,
Can you help me?
Hey you, don't tell me there's no hope at all
Together we stand, divided we fall.

- Hey You, Pink Floyd

Saturday, April 14, 2012

Tired ...



اینکه چندبار و چه مدتی او را زده بودند، به‌یاد نمی‌آورد. همواره پنج شش آدم سیاه‌جامه با هم به جانش می‌افتادند، گاهی با مشت، گاهی با تعلیمی، گاهی با میله‌ی فولادین، گاهی با پوتین. زمان‌هایی بود که به بی‌شرمی حیوان بر کف سلول می‌غلتید و با تلاش بی‌پایان و نومید بدنش را این‌سو و آن‌سو می‌کشانید تا از شر لگدهای آنان در امان بماند و همین‌کار سبب می‌شد که لگدهای بیشتر و بیشتری بر دنده‌هایش،‌ شکمش،‌ آرنجش،‌ ساق پاهایش،‌ کشاله‌ی رانش و... نثار شود. زمان‌هایی بود که زدن‌ها آن‌قدر ادامه می‌يافت که آنچه بی‌رحمانه و خبیث و نابخشودنی می‌نمود کردار نگهبانان نبود، که ناتوانی وی از واداشتن خویش به بیهوشی بود.

- ۱۹۸۴، جورج اورول