FUCK ...

When did this lose all of it's meaning,
What pulled you away from this fight.
Why doesn't this mean what it once did.
You were the first to make a call to arms.
It looks like all of you sincerity was for show.
Now that the crowds gone the true self is here.
The masks you wore have all been pulled away.
There isn't a word or an action that could explain.
Fuck the pretending, this is my reality.
This is all that's left for me.
This is my reality.
This is my reality, this is all i have.

- Your Sad Fucking life, Until The End

When ...

Searching for something new
Isle of Gold in flowers` bloom.....

So when will it end?
So when, when will we meet, my friend?

- Yoko Kanno, Strangers

Death ...

Well, last night I was kind of laying
in bed and I couldn't get to sleep,
so I started thinking about the wedding
and the ceremony,
and about our buying a house
and moving in together,
and having a kid
and then having another kid.
and then Christmas
and Thanksgiving and spring break
and going to football games.
and then, all of a sudden, they're graduating, they're getting jobs,
and they're getting married,
and, you know, I'm a grandparent.
and then I'm retired. I'm losing my hair. I'm getting fat.
and then the next thing you know,
I'm dead.
I'm just, like... I can't stop from thinking,
What's the point?

There is no point.
You know,
Life's better with company.
Everybody needs a co-pilot.

- Up in the Air, The Movie

Hell ...

 
I'm catching hell, catching hell
Lord I'm living, living, living here alone, Alone, lone,
I didn't believe it could be
You know all the pressure on me, all the time,
oh, I'm catching hell, well, well
Living here alone, lone, lone, lone, lone, lone, lone
To tell you the truth I'm going out of my mind, yeah,
oh do you hear me tonight?
I don't have too much more to say except
Somebody told me that if you've got something
That's good to you And you don't use it
You might lose it

~ I'm catching hell, Natalie Cole