Fall ...

This game I'm in don't take no prisoners,
Just casualties,
I know that everything is gonna change,
Even the friends I knew before may go,
But this dream is the life I've been searching for.

Burnt all my bridges now I've run out of places,
And there's nowhere left for me to turn,
Been caught in comprimising situations,

Now I know,
I made mistakes,
...

- Craig David feat. Sting, Rise And Fall

Shadow ...

Where there is much light, the shadow is deep
- Goethe

I don't need a friend who changes when I change and who nods when I nod; my shadow does that much better.
- Plutarch

We are shaped by our thoughts; we become what we think. When the mind is pure, joy follows like a shadow that never leaves.
-  Buddha

Memories ...

Forever searching, never right,
I am lost, in oceans of night. Forever.
hoping I can find memories.
those memories I left behind.

Even though I leave,
will I go on believing
that this time is real
am I lost in this feeling?

like a child passing through,
never knowing the reason.

I am home - I know the way.
I am home - feeling oh, so far away.

- Enya, Evening Fall

‍Papillon

تباهی عمر٫بدترین کاری که یک انسان می‌تواند انجام دهد

تو باز خواهی گشت پاپیون٫ تو باز خواهی گشت

 

نقش یک پروانه روی سینه‌ام خالیست

از بلاگ یک غریبه

Dance in Fire ...

khoshhalam ke baraye kasi etefaghi nayoftade. :)

Super ...

linux login: mohammad
Password:
Last login: Sat Apr 15 11:19:28 from console
Have a lot of fun ...
You have 1 new mail in your mail box.

~> mail
From ayp:
Salam, farda 80% emtehane narm nist,
akhe ...
^C

~> schedule tomorrow view
1. mian terme narm-afzar
2. tamrinhaye data-base
3. namehaye robocup
...
^C

~> schedule tomorrow clear_all
... done

~> schedule TODO view
1. DIP book
2. AIMA book
3. CLRS book
4. DSP book
5. HK manual
6. BD manual
...
^C

~> lets forget them all
bash: lets: command not found

~> connect up
... bad connection
... change your connection

~> waste_time
1. chat
2. web
3. reading
4. programming
5. blog
...
^C

~> connect her
... she is not online right now
... please try again later

~> connect Y!
... connected
... no one is online, do you want to stay? (y/n) n
... disconnected

~> vi newmail
delam barat tang shode,
midooni ke mitooni hamishe dooste man bemooni,
rastesh ... doost daram ke doostam bemooni,
vali ... nakhah, lotfan nakhah.
:x

~> sendmail newmail her
... all the ports to her have been blocked by you.
... failed

~> forget her
... impossible
: but I have done this before.
... so, ... at least for now

~> damn me
... yes, this is what you really should say

~> put history in my blog
... you know that she will not read it,
... becasue she don't know anything about your blog
... do you want to continue? (y/n) y
... another anime? (y/n) y
... done

~> shutdown -h now
... sending TERM signal
...

End ...

I don’t want to be the one
The battles always choose
‘Cause inside I realize
That I’m the one confused

I don’t know why I instigate
And say what I don’t mean

Though it's easy to pretend
I know you're not a fool.
I should have known better than to cheat a friend
And waste a chance that I've been given.

It's just a thought, only a thought

I haven't really ever found a place that I call home
I never stick around quite long enough to make it
I apologize that once again I'm not in love
But it's not as if I mind
that your heart ain't exactly breaking

So I'm never gonna dance again
the way I danced with you.
Time can never mend
The careless whispers of a good friend.

I don’t know how I got this way
I know it’s not alright
So I’m
Breaking the habit
TONIGHT

I arrived when you were weak
I'll make you weaker, weaker still

To the heart and mind ignorance is kind.
There's no comfort in the truth
Pain is all you'll find.
I'm never gonna dance again
Guilty feet have got no rhythm

While my heart is a shield
And I won't let it down
While I am so afraid to fail
So I won't even try
Well how can I say I'm alive

I've become so numb
I can't feel you there

If my life is for rent
And I don't learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine

I've always thought
that I would love to live by the sea
To travel the world alone
And live my life more simply
I have no idea what's happened to that dream
Cos there's really nothing left here to stop me

Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had NO options left again

I’ll paint it on the walls
‘Cause I’m the one at fault
I’ll never fight again
And this is how it ends

THIS IS HOW IT ENDS.

- Linkin Park, Breaking the Habit,
- Dido, Life for Rent,
- George Michael, Careless Whisper,
- Dido, Don't Leave Home
- Linkin Park, Numb

Note: This is the most meaning less post in all of this damned blog.