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I don’t want to be the one
The battles always choose
‘Cause inside I realize
That I’m the one confused

I don’t know why I instigate
And say what I don’t mean

Though it's easy to pretend
I know you're not a fool.
I should have known better than to cheat a friend
And waste a chance that I've been given.

It's just a thought, only a thought

I haven't really ever found a place that I call home
I never stick around quite long enough to make it
I apologize that once again I'm not in love
But it's not as if I mind
that your heart ain't exactly breaking

So I'm never gonna dance again
the way I danced with you.
Time can never mend
The careless whispers of a good friend.

I don’t know how I got this way
I know it’s not alright
So I’m
Breaking the habit
TONIGHT

I arrived when you were weak
I'll make you weaker, weaker still

To the heart and mind ignorance is kind.
There's no comfort in the truth
Pain is all you'll find.
I'm never gonna dance again
Guilty feet have got no rhythm

While my heart is a shield
And I won't let it down
While I am so afraid to fail
So I won't even try
Well how can I say I'm alive

I've become so numb
I can't feel you there

If my life is for rent
And I don't learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine

I've always thought
that I would love to live by the sea
To travel the world alone
And live my life more simply
I have no idea what's happened to that dream
Cos there's really nothing left here to stop me

Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had NO options left again

I’ll paint it on the walls
‘Cause I’m the one at fault
I’ll never fight again
And this is how it ends

THIS IS HOW IT ENDS.

- Linkin Park, Breaking the Habit,
- Dido, Life for Rent,
- George Michael, Careless Whisper,
- Dido, Don't Leave Home
- Linkin Park, Numb

Note: This is the most meaning less post in all of this damned blog.